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Wednesday, 28 January 2009
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Miss Understanding
Miss Understanding
by NOTYOURHEROINE
Why do you love the smileI wear on my face
when you know damn well its not real
You promised not to go away
and I believed
but you left anyway
I'm not going to beg for you to comeback
Im not even going to cry
it will hurt
and I will bleed
Pain shall be my sacrifice
I wont hate you
I neverwill
even if you left me dyingin the cold
causeI'm the under stand ing one
I'll always under stand
I'm Miss Understanding
I understand....
Sunday, 07 December 2008
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Grip and Release
"you can run from someone you feared, you could try to fight someone you hated.
All my reactions were geared towards the same kinds of killers-the monsters, the enemies.
When you love the one who was killing you, it it left you no option.
How could you run, how could you fight when doing so would hurt that beloved one?
If your life was all you have to give your beloved, how could you not give it?
If it was someone you truly love?"
-Isabella Swan
Breaking Dawn Book One, Preface
Home is where your heart is. Teen translation: Unless you want to live like a freaking hobo, eat your pride and come home whether you like it or not. Home, is a place your suppose to belong, even if that's not really true. I like home, I love home, especially when I have it all to myself. I'm a selfish bitch, but my alone time is my only selfish act.
No matter how many time they tell me, "you belong here and no where else", I never seem to feel that I'm a part of it. The feeling that they can see you, touch you and love you and yet, they don't really know you you are. Like you have an image in their heads that they prefer to believe, an illusion of someone who doesn't exist.
Scream. Scream out loud. Tell the world who the hell you are and make them live with it.
But, doing so would hurt them, and hurting them will hurt you, maybe a lot more than it hurts them. No way to win a losing battle. No way out of the depression. Home is where you family is, family what matters to me the most and if losing my sanity, or even my life is the only thing I could give, how could I not give it?how could you not give it?
Friday, 05 December 2008
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Currently
Twilight Soundtrack
see relatedHeroine's Hero...
Heroine refers to a female hero, a protagonist. I'm nobody's Heroine, though I try to be. But somewhere along the way of being a Hero I lose my self. Now who will save heroine? Will someone even try?
Friday, 28 November 2008
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Hi everyone! I'm just getting started on Xanga... Drop me a comment if you've got some ideas on what to do first - or just to say, "Hi!"
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her·o·ine [hérrō in] (plural her·o·ines) noun 1. remarkably brave woman: a woman who commits an act of remarkable bravery or who has shown great courage, strength of character, or another admirable quality 2. admired woman: a woman who is admired or looked up to for her qualities or achievements heroines of the women's suffrage movement 3. arts main female character in fictional plot: the principal female character in a movie, novel, or play, especially one who plays a vital role in plot development or around whom the plot is structured --Im no heroine. Im Nobody's hero. But I do see myself as a Protagonist in my own story. I like my happy place, an imaginary world that I go to every now and then to escape the antagonist that is reality.
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